Wednesday, June 30, 2010

3 months and im still sober

This is the first time I've done an internet blog (well besides myspace posts..yeah that was a while ago). Anywayz this post is called 3 months and I'm still sober because I feel like even though it's been an interesting time these past few months I can still say I'm still standing. This title actually is a Kelly Clarkson song that is beautiful and you all should def look up the lyrics to it. I've had alot of losses in my life these past 6 months. I've lost a dad, a boyfriend, and in essence myself. I've been to the lowest of low and felt myself breaking down slowly. With a little help from therapy..and alot of help from God..I've managed to get up again. I've realized the only thing you can hold onto is God. He's the only one who can help you in these times and the only one who can heal your wounded heart. Little by little He has healed my broken heart. I can look back now and see that I've gotten stronger and I've learned things. I've laughed, loved, cried, sang, smiled, and gave my heart to chance. You know the saying "its better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all"? So true, however, it does suck!